Twin Towers @Live 2013

Saturday, March 24, 2013 – yeah, I went for this concert Twin Towers @Live 2013 KLCC. First of all, thanks to my friend, Nadea for the ticket !

Rasa macam tak percaya pun ada actually. And of course I went there for Backstreet Boys. Tu je yang paling nak tengok. Hello ! Backstreet boys depan mata kot. How excited I am kan ! Been adore them since I was 8 years old you know ! Haaaa berbelas tahun lepas kot. Tapi lagu-lagu diaorang still in my mind.

Actually this concert sempena Formula 1. Memang penat sangat sebab tak cukup tidur hari Sabtu tu. tapi kuatkan juga sebab BSB punya pasal.

 Our happy faces..

Petang tu pergi lepak KLCC, makan-makan, cuci mata. Ehem ! Ramai Mat Salleh & Arab guys handsome-handsome weh ! haha. biasalah, nak buat macam mana. Memang taste & berkenan dengan orang macam ni. Simpan dalam hati sajala. Kehkehkeh.

After Maghrib baru kitaorang masuk concert tu. Masa tu memang dah ramai semacam la. Sabar saja la. And yeah, KL is hot ok ! mula-mula tu takdela best sangat. Ada la few shows, pastu baru start artis yang best. Ada One Nation Emcees, Miss Nina & 2NE1 I tak kenal. Haha.

Masa BSB part yang paling best. Don’t know how to explain. Started with Incomplete. OMG ! Melting habis. Macam tak percaya tengok diaorang depan I haha. also all others songs yang memang feeling habis. Tahu saja la kan BSB punya songs macam mana. I pun tak tahu macam mana I boleh tahan berdiri dalam keadaan panas macam ni dengan ramai orang. Haha ! enjoy.

Drowning.. My favorite song when I was 14 years old. Ok I ingat ok bila I suka all those songs..

I can’t imagine life without your love.. ~~ Keeping drowning in your love..

And yeah, we sing together & memang sakit tekak habis. Suara pun dah serak. Kalau part yang sweet tu, lagi la kuat nak menjerit. OMG OMG OMG. I’m wet, I’m sweating, lack of energy ! haha. Mana yang tak dapat tengok tu, boleh search kat YouTube BSB Twin Towers 2013. Almost all video ada.

Brian !

And of course Brian ! Dalam BSB memang I paling minat Brian. Tak boleh nak explain macam mana bila Brian yang nyanyi. Haha. Half crazeyh kot that time.

Tapi sekarang, Nick lagi handsome. Sorry to say but it is the fact. Makin tua makin handsome. Melting habis tahu tak tengok Nick. Memang most of the concert dalam kepala ni asyik ingat Mr. White Polar Bear yang jauh di sana. Haha. Ini baru Nick depan mata. Tak tahu kalau Mr. White Polar Bear depan mata I nanti. Pengsan terus kot. LOL. Excited semacam !

Nick BSB

Other songs :

As Long As You Love Me; I don’t care who you are, where you’re from, what you did, As Long As You Love Me..

Quit Playing Games With My Heart, I’ll Never Break Your Heart, Show Me The Meaning of Being Lonely, Larger Than Life, Everybody & etc.

Kali ni, semua yang asal ada. Brian, Nick, Kevin, Howie D & AJ ! complete ! actually memang I berdiri dekat sangat dengan stage tu. macam hanya 1.5metres from them. Memang boleh tengok sangat clear. Huwa Huwa. That’s why la dapat photos yang sangat clear macam ni. haha.

A Trip to Orphanage

Salam & have a good day people.

Just a simple entry. But I believe that it is meaningful..

Four weeks ago on Friday Feb 1st, 2013, Aloha SD, DHL ITS Cyberjaya had organized a trip to Orphanage in Selayang for Charity. As a part of Aloha SD team, I take this opportunity to visit this Orphanage. Maybe it is a first time for me to have an experience like this. My bad. I haven’t visit this kind of Orphanage.

Balik kerja pukul 3pm, terus ikut diaorang pergi. Tahu saja la kan kalau on Friday ni traffic in KL macam mana ? Before that singgah rumah Boss kat Puchong angkut barang untuk dia donate kat Orphanage. Muka pun oily semacam & penat.

Us..

What can I say.. Rasa la kan sedih kat hati ni. Kita patut bersyukur sebab masih ada parents, masih dapat menikmati kasih sayang parents. Benar, Allah uji manusia ni dengan pelbagai cara. Hargailah apa yang kita ada. Take care of our parents. Even kita tak mampu nak balas jasa dengan duit sekalipun, tapi balasla dengan cara lain yang kita mampu. Jaga hati, jaga percakapan. Jangan sesekali buat diaorang terasa. Allah.. Tak berkat hidup kita jika kita menyakiti hati ibu bapa.

From us, DHL ITS Cyberjaya

Macam my parents lagi-lagi my mummy. Mesti dia akan tertanya-tanya kenapa kalau I tak call dua tiga hari jika I sangat busy. Is like dia nak kita call dia everyday, borak-borak. Bila dia cakap macam tu, sedih sangat. Sayu sangat. InsyaAllah, I will always call you mummy..

Semoga kita sentiasa bersyukur dengan nikmat & rahmat Allah..

Nona’s Malam Berinai

19 December 2012. Yeah the event started here. My cousin, Nik Ireena Nona is now married to her man, Mateen Nik Sulaiman. And of course I’m happy for her and her husband. Love both of you.

Actually memang I dah takde mood nak pergi kerja that week sebab tak sabar habis nak spend time with the whole big family and celebrating Nona’s Big Day. So on that day, Wednesday, after work terus drive to Nona’s house for her Malam Berinai. I pun tertanya-tanya macam mana la Nona punya Malam Berinai ni hehe.

Sampai kat her house, aunties cousins dah ramai rupanya kat sana. Diaorang tengah settle doorgift masukkan dalam kotak semua. So I pun join sama tolong diaorang. Ohhh happy habis tau !

 Nona tengah berinai

After maghrib, bersiap-siap pastu Majlis Berinai pun bermula. Inai di mulakan dengan pengantin la kan, Nona. Masa tu kitaorang pun start makan-makan.

Me with Nona

Pelamin untuk berinai pun dah cantik. Memang suka sangat. Dan sesi photoshoot with cousins and borak-borak. Gossip girls. Ohhh I like ! Happiness is begin here. Yeah !

Cousins !

And meeting with Nona’s friend. And finally I can take photo with Vivy Sofinas Yusof Proudduck. Siapa tak kenal kan miss Proudduck ni. Yay. OMG she’s so cantik ok !

With Vivy Sofinas Proudduck

After that, it’s my turn for berinai. Ohh I’m happy. I can choose which design I want. And orang yang membuat inai, this girl is very talented ! Korang siapa-siapa nak berinai, can call & google for Faizah Henna. Her package is worth !

Faizah. The Inai Girl

I pula tengah berinai

After habis berinai. I decided to sleep at Nona’s house sebab dah lewat malam. So sambung buat doorgift sikit. Pastu nak tidur !

Pretty Nona

Ingat nak tidur with my aunty and with Nona’s little sister. Sebab tak nak disturb pengantin kan. Hehe. But my beloved cousin is so kind ! She wants me to teman her and that night is her last single night. After that cannot kacau her any more. And that is the last night I slept with her before she’s married. Hehe.

Ok will continue in the next entry yeah !

Pre-Christmas Party

This is a pre-Christmas party. Ah ha.. Let’s check it out.

Last week on Friday Dec 7, 2012; I went to Production Services Christmas Party, also in my office. Haha. Actually tengah kerja masa tu. Pastu my senior suruh pergi. Since kitaorang ni kerja tak boleh nak tinggal kan. So I pun pergi la dengan team lain.

The game

Was a very fun games there. Dan paling best bila dapat kenal ramai orang. Haha. Can you imagine, selama ni mesti kita curios orang ni macam mana, yang tu macam mana. Lagi-lagi bila selalu contact via MOC and phone. So bila pergi sana. mix with all teams, so now I know. hehe.

Actually nak pergi kejap je. Sekali sebab fun kat sana, maka terlajak sampai dua jam. Haha ! Mujur masa tu kerja tak busy. So boleh la spend time kat sana. Anyway, walaupun ramai yang baru I kenal kat sana, tapi ramai lagi juga yang tak kenal. Sebab yang gang busy juga yang critical team yang banyak emergency issues tu pun memang tak turun join sama. hehe.

Well, what can I say. That Friday was a very happy day to me. Yeah. Sampaikan I lupa nak pergi ambil my car masa tu sebab syok sangat duk layan Christmas Party. Haha. Pastu secret admire hantarkan kat car after balik kerja. Not a secret anymore. Hehe.

And another one thing is, siapakah yang I selalu nampak masa kat surau ? Haha curious gila bila jumpa orang sama everyday masa pergi dan balik surau tapi tak tahu siapa dia dan hanya tengok dan senyum sikit-sikit. Haaa sudah.

Be happy. Smiling all the time *wink*wink*

Outing at Port Dickson

Hello People ! Ah haa. Let me write the story during last weekend activities.

Last Saturday, we had an Aloha SD Outing 2012 & All Hands Meeting with Prague Colleagues at Glory Beach Resort, Port Dickson. So tiring but fun ! Guess what, I just finished my night shift on Saturday morning and then continue heading to PD for this outing. Thanks team, you are so sporting ! And, thanks to our big boss Head of Global SD from Prague also came to joined us here.

Good Afternoon PD !

Can you imagine, tak tidur satu malam, kerja pastu terus pergi sini. Memang lebih dari 24 hours tak tidur. Actually dah demam sejak tiga hari sebelum tu. Good in one package, fever + sore throat + flu. But, one day before nak pergi outing baru I pergi clinic. Tu pun sebab diaorang dah asyik paksa pergi clinic. hehe. Even badan panas semacam pun, I still go to office, active macam biasa & makan banyak ! haha. Err dah seminggu lebih ni pun still got flu actually.

Well, masa on the way pergi sana ingat nak tidur la kejap dalam bus kan. Rupa-rupanya memang tak boleh tidur. You know what ? Ada game juga dalam bus. haih. Patutla kitaorang semua kena naik bus tak boleh drive sendiri.

Let’s start it !

Sampai je sana, ada opening ceremony. After that lunch & ada Pirates game. Yang ni memang agak penat. Pergi sana sini untuk cari the right station pastu ada game kat sana. Ah haaa..

EIM with the boss

That night, got All Hands Meeting video conference with Prague Colleagues. After meeting, Bling Bling Performance by us. So fun ! I love all the performances. hehe.

Big Boss, Biggy Bro, me & my Team Leader

Again, thanks to Pete flying from Prague to join our CBJ Outing here. Really appreciate it.

Our Daddy; Pete. Head of Global SD

Some photos with Colleagues..

Top : Veronica from Peru

Below : Mikey from Germany

Ah ha.. I think they are cute with Lipsticks color on the cheek. haha. Cute but very Gentleman. Auw !

with Gary & Erwin. 

Last but not Least, I LOVE you all CBJ GSD ! One Team One Vision !

Yes, we are Family !

This is my first Aloha SD Outing since I Joined this company. It was very fun & we get to know each other better since we do not have much time to get to know each other during working days & we are working in different time ! Thanks to all of you.

Engagement Day; Mateen & Nona

Last Friday, 13July2012~ Congratulations to my cousin, Nik Ireena Dato’ Nik Izani & her fiancee Mateen Nik Sulaiman. They are engaged ! Both are Nik’s family ! So happy for you. Finally, one step closer. Ahah I wish, my turn will come just like you. Ameen. InsyaAllah. Welcome to future cousin, Mateen..

So happy dapat berkumpul ramai-ramai with family members. And guess what, I am the bridesmaid with some other girls. Agak segan la. ahah. Anyway, thanks to Nona & Mateen for chose me to be the one of the bridesmaids. Actually Mateen also my relatives in my Dad’s side.

With Nona & Mateen

Menyarung cincin…

The Hantaran’s.. 16 berbalas  9. Very nice Hantaran. Seriously tak pernah jumpa Hantaran macam ni. Tak dapat nak explain one by one of the Hantaran. Nanti orang cakap show off pula. Let it be just our family. Ah haaa I wish my hantaran macam ni juga boleh ke ? Ada rezeki, insyaAllah.. Ameen.. ahah *dreaming*

Hantaran…

That night, ramai jumpa relatives yang tak pernah kenal & yang dah lama tak jumpa. As my dad & Mateen’s dad kan relate, so ada one of this family, our relatives yang stay kat Saudi Arabia. Ayah kenal diaorang. But this is my first time for me to meet them. Macam jejak kasih pula. But it’s cool..

Hello family !

Ni baru Majlis Pertunangan. Very grand. Macam nak akad nikah dah. hehe. Nanti Wedding Reception, I’ve no idea. Double Triple Grand.. Ah haaa.. Surprise !

Hello !

Beside swimming pool. Suka sangat my aunty’s house ni kat Mutiara Damansara. So nice ! Tenang je tengok swimming pool. Ahah.. Very nice view kan ?

Cake “NONA”

One of the Hantaran. Layer cake from Sarawak. Siap tulis nama “NONA” .. So sweet. You are so lucky Nona !

When is my turn ? InsyaAllah.. Ameen Ameen Ameen..

Ok, I am also bride-to-be. Thanks ramai like this photo kat FB

The foods that night best sangat. Kelantanese foods. Got Nasi Dagang, Nasi Kerabu, Murtabak Raja, also Kambing Bakar. Best sangat-sangat.

Waiting for their Wedding Reception on 20.12.2012

Culture Week 2012

Jangan risau. Entry ni memang banyak gambar. Ni pun dah kira filter juga ni. Kalau tak, photos spamming la jawabnya.

Ok, ini last week punya story. Dan ini story sepanjang last week. But all these photos was captured on Thursday, 12July2012.

Apa jadi dengan my department ni ? Specifically, apa jadi dengan company ni ? haha. Last week memang culture week. So all departments should decorate their place and put as much as can all cultures decoration.

As we know that our company got a lot of diferent races. The majority one are of course Malay, Chinese & Indian. That’s Malaysian. But in our company, we got more than that. So let’s check it out.

Firstly, it is Malaysian culture..

Malay

Second one, Chinese culture..

Ni Hao Ma ?

Third one, Indian culture..

Vannakam

Forth one, it’s Philippines. I guess there are so many Pinos here..

Salamat !

Fifth, it’s Czech Republic. Ah haaa.. I like this.

Some from Prague

It is just additional. What the co-incident, he is from Prague, Czech Republic but he was here for visit. So some of the decorations and the foods are fully prepared by him. Ok, I know some of the Prague foods. Do not worry. Had some conversation with him & it was so knowledgeable. As I quite know some of the Prague’s from someone there.

Hello Prague People !

Sixth, Germany.. We got some German speaker here, well known as Deutsche. Moin moin ! I should know some of the German words because sometimes need to handle some issue from Germany also. But later I will learn it more !

Moin moin

Seventh, Japanese.. We also got Japanese speaker here. So this is some of the Japan things.

Japan..

Other than that was not included here are some from Peruvian which is support Spanish speaker for Latin Americas. Ah haa.. I didn’t take photos for this I think. Can’t find it. Ohhh..

 Seniors with their costume

That’s all from me, from us for Culture Week. Congratulations to us, we got the second place instead of first place. All of you have done the best effort. The first place was belongs to department errr which I not sure. haha. But I know that department, they got Big Dragon. That’s why they won ? Congratulations to all of you also.

It was so happening & noisy day. I can’t even join them because I got issue to settle down. Even though it quite disturb my work (can’t really hear the people on the other line); but I really enjoyed the day.

Majlis Cukur Jambul Ratu Adinda

Last Sunday, 3June2012, I went to my uncle Din’s house at Damansara Heights. Congratulations to the whole family with the newborn baby, Ratu Adinda Binti Erwan. Baby girl of Erwan & Nikky Azura.

Awal-awal pagi I dah pergi sana. Sampai je sana, just ada family kitaorang je. So tolong mana yang patut, sikit-sikit, main-main dengan baby kak Lin, Nik Khadijah, borak-borak with cousins & so on.

Nice

Suka sangat tempat letak baby ni. So cantik. Bertuah baby, kecil-kecil dah dapat macam ni. Hehe. Nanti anak-anak korang boleh la buat macam ni juga.

Majlis Kesyukuran & cukur jambul baby Ratu Adinda. First of all, ada 20 orang datang baca Yaasin & berselawat. Tenang berada dalam majlis macam ni. Syukur.

After that, makan-makan & sambung borak-borak with cousins. Suka sangat foods catering ni. So nice. Lagi berselera bila makan dengan cousins & aunties. So happy kan.

After that, photography session. Ada photos from photographer juga. Tapi kitaorang just ambil suka-suka ikut suka hati kitaorang. hehe. Ramai juga la cousins ada. Even yang study kat overseas pun ada balik. So dapat la jumpa. Kalau nak tunggu jumpa semua masa raya nanti lah.

The Girls

Congratulations again cousin ! Welcome to the world, Ratu Adinda. Tak sabar nak tunggu more babies will coming out later. InsyaAllah. Ameen..

Lunch at Sri Penang

Hello hye ! Err weekend. Takde weekend yang betul-betul boleh rest & tidur seharian. Takde. Tak boleh.

Ok, last Saturday 3rd March 2012, got team gathering at Sri Penang Cyberjaya. You know where is it ? At Neo Cyber. Senang cerita, dekat area Tutti Frutti Cyberjaya. wow I like !

Actually for GT & Buddy program, our company gave us RM30 voucher at Sri Penang. Boss pun join sama. hehe. Best. Bonding time.

Balik kerja pagi sabtu tu sebab I’m on night shift, pastu tidur kejap. Pukul 12 dah kena pergi lunch kat sini. Errr last week sangat horror. Sangat busy tak tahu nak cakap macam mana. Rasa sesak nafas semacam. haha.

My team members

The table besar semacam. Ahah. Jarang kitaorang boleh sit together like this. Ye lah, due to different shift kan. Jumpa pun kejap-kejap je masa nak tukar shift. So when sit together like this, macam-macam la story nak share. ahah. They are really sporting colleagues. yay !

The foods 

Not bad la. Just nice. But the price, you know la kan kat sini quite expensive. Got everything here. Nice combination of Chinese foods, Indian Foods & also malay foods. Got butter prawn & also rainbow ice kacang. Nyum ! Also mixed vegetables, chicken curry kapitan, kerabu mango & etc. I’m so full ! Alhamdulillah. Siap additional rice lagi. ahah.

Complete EIM team members. Really love this photo. Ahah.

Please find me. I’m the smallest one ? errr.. Sisters & brothers.. Their opinions were really useful. Will think, think & think their advice. Thanks a lot colleagues !

Alhamdulillah; My First Job

Actually; Not really my-first-job.. My formal job maybe.. Ehh dulu kerja kat TRW Station di kira kerja ke macam mana ? Kerja la. Cuma not so formal. Syukur hanya menanam anggur selama sebulan selepas resign from TRW Station.

Alhamdulillah. Finally I got the job. Alhamdulillah. My dream job ? My dream place ? My dream salary ? My dream people ? Eheh. Joking.

Ok lah, first of all, mesti orang lain pelik; “ehh Evi keje ?” haha.. Kau kenapa ? Pelik ? Ye la pelik. Pelik sebab bukan ke dulu I memang tak nak kerja ? Bukan ke memang I begitu ? Errr people always change right ?

Baiklah. Kalau kau tak kerja, apa kau nak buat ? Kalau kau tak kerja, siapa nak bagi kau duit ? Siapa, siapa, siapa ? Sugar daddy ? No lah..

Alhamdulillah aku dapat dah peluang ni. Juga rezeki dari Allah. Syukur. Nice place, nice people, nice salary. Semua nice. Ni hotel ke office ? hehe..

ok, Kat mana I kerja ? Biarlah ia menjadi rahsia buat sementara waktu. Hanya family & BFF yang tahu. BF sendiri pun tak tahu. Sebab BF takde. Mana pergi your BF ? Kita cakap dalam lain entry.

Kenapa berahsia ? ermm.. Biarlah rahsia dulu. Let me give hint. Kalau I cakap company’s name, memang mesti orang kenal. Company dah lama, very huge, biggy company. This Company own 400++ airplane  kot ? errr.. Wow ! Got it ?

Thanks to Allah.. Thank you. I didn’t expect pun akan bekerja with this company. Pape pun, Allah dah tentukan. Thanks to my friend sebab dia yang bagitahu pasal job vacancy kat sini.

New Employees.. Biasala madam kan, duk tengah-tengah. hehe

This company tak ramai malay. I cakap awal-awal. Ramai foreigner. Mat salleh kau tak payah cakapla sebab memang ni company Mat Salleh pun. Pastu ada Americans, Indonesian, Nigerian, also from Philippines, Middle East & semua seluruh dunia.

Training Training Training~

Baiklah, mari sini I will answer all of your question.

Bila I interview ? errr.. I was interviewed last 2 Dec 2011. Interview + exam. Ok mujur lepas. Masa tu I interview with a woman & a man which I don’t know who they are. Rupa-rupanya baru ku tahu, manager & the senior manager. Errr kiranya orang number dua after Big Boss Mat Salleh kat Europe. hoho. My trainer pun terkejut bila tahu masa training tu I was interviewed with him; the big boss.. Patutla english memang high level pun. aduhss.. Alhamdulillah lepas.

First day report duty, terkejut jugala. Agak ramai. Foreigner tak payah cakapla, ramai. Malay pun tak payah cakapla. Berapa orang je, boleh bilang dengan jari je berapa malay. Even lelaki kat sebelah aku pun from Yemen. Ehh there’s no malay man ehh ? Ke ada ? Serious tak perasan..

The office is very nice. Toilet macam hotel. Kau kenapa nak cakap pasal toilet ? haha. Pastu the training room, the office area, semua memuaskan hatiku. Yes. This is my dream office. Memang I’m quite choosy. Kalau boleh nak office tu high class macam hotel. Ohh demand. Ketuk kepala diri sendiri.

Bila dah ramai foreigner & non-muslim, maka faham-fahamla. You have to use standard language all the time that is English. Sepatah haram pun tak keluar malay. Berbelit lidah I. Bukan terror English pun. hoho. Juga bila dah ramai mereka macam ni, maka tak perlu risau aku akan jatuh cinta & jatuh hati la. Tak. Sebab lelaki melayu hanya 2 3 kerat je pun. Takkan nak Mat Salleh kot ? Tak. I’m still Evi. Setia. hehe..

Yes, I’m so lucky to be here. Still relate to IT but no programming. Alhamdulillah. Dalam IT department ni, banyak pula department lain-lain. So I under 1 team ni. So far maybe only me & her are malay. Yang lain tak payah cakap la. hoho. My boss also from India.

Ramai yang keep wishing me Congratulations, ramai yang called, SMS semua. Thanks a lot for your wishes. Really appreciate it. Cuma ada benda I tak boleh cakap. Macam mana I kerja, my working hours & etc. Adala. Let it be. I hanya nak bagitahu certain people.

Christmas Presents

Well, my second day training was on Friday. So, habis je training pukul 5pm, then ada Christmas Party. Nak tak nak, kena ikut sebab dah berada dalam that organization. Takpe lah, janji nice foods. haha. Western foods + Spaghetti nyum2.. So I balik lambat la sikit dalam pukul 6pm after that party.

Jingle Bells

Party was held at my department. ehem. My future department. hehe. Masa ni la nak kenal other staff. Tapi relax, takde Malay sangat pun aku kenal. Ehh apesal international sangat this company ?

Diaorang semua baik-baik & takde diskriminasi. So just be professional no matter what religion & what races you are. We are the GTs, so kitaorang di highlight kan la. Sebab freshies kan, so memang masa singing Jingle Bells pun kena duduk depan. aduhs..

Kitaorang memang dressing casual. Macam nak pergi shopping je. hehe..

Errr I hope I will enjoy with this teamwork. insyaAllah. Senior manager told us that we need to be fast in learning. Aduhs. So I need to focus, need to concentrate to this job. There’s a lot of things I need to learn. Kerja tak sama dengan belajar. Belajar is theory. Kerja is practical.

Just nak pesan kat diri sendiri lagi..

Evi, you are a big girl enough. Stop crying & missing home badly. Evi, you are a career woman. So please be commited with your career.. Evi, you have to be tough, you have to be independent..

Memang seriously today I am so emotional. I keep crying since morning. Rindu rumah, rindu parents, rindu KB, rindu rindu rindu. Biar hanya Allah yang tahu apa lagi yang I rindu. Maybe sebab last night something happened while on the phone..

Weekend, just spending my time at my sister’s home. Pagi-pagi tadi lagi I dah keluar. Keluar pergi settle few things kat PJ. Settle pasal EPF, SOCSO & etc. Semua pasal kerja la. How I so sad & teringat & teramat rindu sangat, tengah drive pun I keep crying. Sampai rumah kakak pun nangis lagi. Makan pun nangis lagi. Thanks kakak & my bro-in-law sebab tenangkan I & pujuk-pujuk I. Seriously I know how they love me & take a good care of me. Maybe I hope for someone, tapi dia dah takde for me.. Stop. Don’t cry anymore.

I have to be tough. I have to help myself. I want to focus what I have now. Forget everything that not important. So just be focus. You are a tough girl enough Evi.

Weekend ni stay with kakak je. No mood nak hang out. Tak rasa. Entah. Because niat I is kerja. Not for fun. insyaAllah, I will take a good care to myself. Just me. Alone. I have to be independent. So people, please pray for me.. Ameen..